true friend

Hi & Assalamualaikum

it's already 2.19 and i still awake. tini you know is not good to sleep late. actly i just finished watching " CIK PARIS DIVA MASUK KAMPUNG " which is liyana jasmay the heroin ! goshh cantik habis la dia . be jelly tini  .. what the moral story from that movie yg i dpt true friend dlm movie tu sara kan , dia sanggup teman and support liyana jasmay in whatever situation . to compare with my life right now urghh so hard. i lost one then the other one then one in couple of month. all of them semua nak backstabb i dari belakang, spread bad rumors and mcm-2 la. jealous bile tgk photos yg org upload dkt fb twitter instagram gambar dgn bff dorg semua while me ? BUT hanya i je yg pikir mcmtu the fact is i dah dpt actly kwn yg betul-2 loyal and always support i . yes saidah and ain :) kiteorg dah start rapat since form1 until now and mmg always bekepit. they trust me, they know me, they always make me laugh like hell but the most important is i am comfortable with them and i just need to be myself. dorg selalu tenangkan aku . yes aku ni ego orgnya ssh nak share problem dgn org , menangis dpn org semua but dgn dorg aku buat semua tu. aku ni jenis if dah stress mesti tidur tak lena and asyik tejaga menangis dlu always menangis alone but now aku terasa sgt "persahabatan" tu aku always sambil ngs msg saidah even pukul 2 3 pagi msg dia msti balas bg nasihat smpai same-2 tetidur boleh dikatakan everyday weh. kawan mane yg tak terharu ? :'D and dorg akan marah gile dkt org yg sakitkan hati aku . what the fish la sweet gile kan ? susah nak describe ape yg aku rasa right now. i'm soo thankful :'D thanks allah for give a special "present" :'D i do love you guys , ingt ape yg aku always ckp " Aku tak kesah aku hilang berape ramai kawan, aku tk kesah kne macam-2 dgn backstabber, aku tak kesah if kwn backstab aku tp aku takkan dapat accept if korg yg backstab aku " remember always !!!

moral value yg seterusnya which is about love. lelaki yang baik and betul betul sayangkan kita akan terima kita seadanya bukan mengkritik, bukan mengubah dan bkn utk diubah. so girls if dpt lelaki yg suka kritik kita just tinggalkan !!! dorg taklayak utk disayangi ..


selit sikit wish utk saidah :

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYYY SAIDAH !!! bapak la lambat gile kau ni. ketinggalan zaman betul dah nk hujung tahun bru 18 :p haha whatever it is thanks for everything, you're such a great great great friend. myb now aku always pikir positive dkt org yg buat aku sedih smpai kau marah -.- tp aku try nk jd mcm kau yg always pikir positive and aku nak jd org yg bfikiran positive. thanks ye utk semua. i love you <3